Monday the 22nd

Well today was alright. I went to school in -3 Celsius( 26 f) and I didn't have gloves so my hands were in pain by the time I got to school. Despite that I started the school day very peppy. That changed as the day went on. I got a feeling of loneliness. I tried to shake it and couldn't. After one class I was leaning against a pillar in the middle of the main hallway just chillin and the whole time I was there only 2 people talked to me. Some others Smiled at me like they usually do and that's their hi but the rest just walked by. Didn't make me feel any better. Then went home, got my stuff, went to Vaasa for my lesson and hung with Jose. The lesson went as usual. Frustrating because I wasn't getting it. I'm gonna ask my family's and friends to help me. I came home and found that my dad had picked up my package for me from the Vaasa customs. I opened it and was very happy to find a lot of the things I needed like football cleats, two pairs of football shorts, soap and some gifts. Now I am showered and ready to sleep. Gonna read for a little bit though to help relax. Night everyone