Saturday the 5th

Ok well today was an off and on day. For starters it is the second full month of me being in Finland which is kinda bittersweet. Secondly I made home made mac n cheese more my family and everyone liked it which made me happy. Yet I didn't really feel happy today. I guess maybe the weather is getting to me or maybe its the fact I'm NOT really getting out of the house. Everyone here is so busy with sports and school that they really don't have time to get together except for the occasional girls night or party( which I usually never know about). Hopefully that changes soon. I really wanna go shopping with a couple of my best friends( girls) because I need a new style. I'm gonna try to look like a Finn.( doubt it will happen but I will try). Also hopefully I can attend some of the football workouts and camps and make friends as well as get in and stay in shape for football/baseball season. Maybe that's another reason I'm so sad lately. Lack of sports.Two seasons with out baseball and a season without football. Sports are part of my life. I might not be good but I sure play with heart. Last year when G Whit told me I wasn't making the team I lost something of myself and I don't know if I will get it back until I'm back on the diamond. Anyway gonna shower and sleep. I have a headache. I am gonna try and watch a couple of volleyball games but ya never know what is gonna happen. See everyone tomorrow.