30th/ thinking to much

So today was the 30th. Today was iffy. I woke up, went to the gym, worked hard and have relaxed basically. Today little kids go around in costumes and basically trick or treat. It's pretty cute. Later in the day my host family and I went to Vaasa and went shopping. They got me my birthday gift which I don't feel to comfortable about because it was very expensive. I mean I am grateful truly but I never feel comfortable when people spend lots on me. Then me went and ate. We came home and have relaxed until around 7 when we started to get ready to go to a bonfire. We left at 7:45 and got there around 8. It was pretty boring because it wasn't a party like a bonfire it supposed to be. It was very quiet because it had reglious meaning. Then we came home, and I checked my Facebook/instagram. Well that killed my night. I had asked earlier in the week if anything thing was going on this weekend( parties, movies, etc.) and the kids said they would let me know. Well I saw pictures of people together having fun. That really made me depressed. It's like people don't understand that this is why I feel like I don't have friends. I mean am I really that weird and annoying that you can't call and say "hei were getting together wanna come?". I have 3 months left and am kinda excited to go home, then  realize that I will have to deal with the drama of small town life. I really wish I could find a place where I can get out, where the people like me and where there is no drama. but I think I am going to shower, drink some tea and try to sleep. Last night was pretty sleepless and I have a weird feeling this one will be to.